INSIGNIFICANT CHARACTER

Insignificant character that is what you said you were...at that moment I took you as just that...however as time passed you gained significance ...your smile left me mesmerised...your smell intoxicated me...i got drunk of you...your mind excited me...I wanted to feed off you...i wanted you to feed me with your knowledge...you were the intellectual type that read a lot...my kind of guy...or at least that's what I thought... you were the insignificant character...will you ever gain significance? that is what I asked myself ...insignificant is that all you will ever be? will I remembered you as the insignificant character when you possessed so much more...knowing that you knew you were so much more slowly teared my heart apart ...insignificant character why did you gain significance? did you want to be significant or was it just me, that saw you as a significant character in My life? insignificant character...why did I allow you to gain significance? after all is said and done...you will be remembered as the insignificant character that gained significance, you defied the odds...you made me smile, you let me down, you made me laugh, you lied, you stressed me out, you made me happy, but I knew from the word go that you were the insignificant character, but I chose to believe otherwise. One of the sweetest things I've ever known and you will always hold a dear and special place in my heart...insignificant character

I thought it was a crush but it might just be LOVE

I got introduced to you early 2007. We met through a mutual friend. At first I didn't understand what you were about and till this day I must say that I don't quite understand you yet. Our relationship started as an embrio with me not knowing anything about you , apart from the preconseived ideas I had. You are intelligent, creative, charming, funny, conscious, artistic, soulful, sensual and at times oh so sexual. You make me want to feed my hunger for knowledge, I feed off you, you inspire me to want to know more. Are you the way of life? Are you the one for me? I have met a whole lot of interesting people like you who don't differ much from you, maybe you are so a like because you have one thing in common ME.

BUBBLE OF JOY

I'm a bubble of joy floating around, can you see me? I just passed you. I shared my joy with you . Did you feel it? Positive vibrations all around... You may ask why? I say because I choose to be. I choose to be happy, I choose to wake up with a smile on my face and appreciate the fact that I woke to see another day. Nothing but blue skies and butterflies in my world even though there is nothing but grey winter skies outside. I am happy because I am overflowing with self love, yes love of self. I love me, me, me, yes me , myself and I the woman that is Zora. I have never been this happy in my life and I am going to cling to it for as long as I can. Damnit I going to suck this feeling dry. Apart from love of self I am happy because I have the most amazing people in my life whom I love like you could never imagine, to know how I love them you have to be ME. Bukelwa, Thobela, Lenise these are three phenomenal women who I consider to be some of my best friends and I appreciate them for who they are and the value they add in my life. We have our differences and they know I am not the sweetest of people to be around with but they understand me and I love them for that. Bukelwa and Thobela used to call me a bitch on a daily basis and I didn't mind because at that point in time I was exactly that a BITCH. These days I am all smiles and they keep asking me why and I tell them because I can and they are loving it. Mna I am loving them loving me being happy. Then there is Lenise my little SUNSHINE, she always has my back and always manages to put a smile on my face just nje because she can. She is after all Lenise Lana Lewellyn a humdinger (one that is extra ordinary or remarkable) of a woman and a superduper cool friend. Then of course there is the super phenomenal woman who I like to call mommy, a woman of strenght, a creator and a nuturer. Always there for me through good or bad times. I could go on and on about her but I choose to stop right there. I love her, I love her, I love her. Some other people who have played a role in my Joy are my cyber friends and some friends that came and fit in perfectly in the puzzle that is called Zora. Zona Mpendulo whom I went to Tek with and never really got a chance to talk to but our paths met again because they were destined. I met her in Cape Town and we got a long like a house on fire. Our friendship is very immature at this stage as it is still in its early stages of development but I have a feeling that it will grow and develop to be a strong and mature friendship that will last for sometime to come. I love her smile and like Amel Larrieux says your smile could heal a million souls.All these people have played a part in bringing back my joy or rather helping me find my joy and for that I say much thanx. You are appreciated